Crying feels like giving up
Bursting open when you are defeated
To me it hurts more than the pain
That I had at first
Knowing that my last resort
Is taking pity on myself
For who is there to help me?
When people realize I was done
Done with these tears
And done with those fears.
Crying feels like there's no hope
Because talking to someone
Won't help at all
They treat me like I am such
A small little thing
Frowned upon and told
That I should have come sooner
But if I came to you yesterday
Would I be this way?
Would everything be okay?
Crying feels like a whole new problem
The salt in me just pouring out
Because holding it in would be so tight
And I would just start to fight
With myself and everything
Because I let that scared side show
One that I rarely let go.
