There's this moment that exists
It's right before denial
It's not something that's meant to last
Longer than a short while
It's when your body starts to tingle
It's when your legs lose feeling
You think you may be getting better
You think you may be healing
The shaking stops, you feel at ease
The pain has disappeared
All the hurting has dissolved
Your aching mind has cleared
Chills embrace your fragile limbs
Nothing matters anymore
You accept your broken heart
But you can't handle what's in store
You're positive that you've progressed
This is something new you feel
You're desirous to fight the war
But the battle seams surreal