i know why you left, i always knew you wouldn't stay,
but i just didn't expect it to happen so soon. i always
knew your personality. it was a mind that got tired of
things after a few days, hours, and even minutes. But
also one that craved popularity and adoration. craving
it so much that it pushed away its care for other
people's feelings. and that's why you left. Because
you didn't care.
when i first met you i knew you'd be a great friend
for shopping and gossip, but that's not what
friendship is about. it's more than that.
even though i knew that was who you are but i still
decided to hurt myself, by making you my best friend.
i have no idea why i did that, especially when i knew
you would leave us within seconds.
my foreshadow came true. i always knew it was going to
happen. but i hid away from the truth. and now, the
truth found me.
i remember i called you this afternoon, something
about how i just came back from the mall and what i
bought. Then you told me, you said, "i want
you to be very serious."
and i listened to the tragedy that i always knew was
going to happen. it seemed funny at the moment, i knew
the reason why you were leaving us but i just couldn't
bring myself to get mad at you. just disappointed.
so i guess what i'm trying to tell you right now is
that i've learned my lesson, never become friends with
someone who's going to end up hurting you. it hurts.